NORMAL? NOT REALLY

by jove!

Something's wrong.Not with me. But wid u.

Yes u,the stranger i meet inevitably every day.Your face changes everytime i c u.And then i realize its my perspective dipping into inconstancy constantly.Before i can turn to have another look, you are gone.Gone.and then i realize it was me imagining.Positively vexed,i talk to myself,tryin 2 figure out d madness seizing me.everything around seems normal,good.and then normalcy begins to acquire bizzare connotations.who decides wats normal?who decides wats rational and logical?

foucolt said society indoctrinates us wid certain concepts of 'normalcy',taking it for granted and often not subverting it at all.when i think about him and myself,i feel ashamed.

ashamed because throughout my life ive been strongly apathetic towards abnormality.atleast from inside,irrespective of d tolerant,accepting,kind face i flaunted.untill i discovered about my madness.from a mad person's view,i m mad.insane,irrational."nonsense!" u say.yes i know its nonsense 2 u...just as wat u speak may appear nonsensical to me,tho i may never show it.

v r all part of a huge masquerade,widout xption and d masks v invent vary from time to time,or place to place.my happiness cms like a mask 2 u and ur tears appear fake 2 me.

i hav no sympathy for u.u need not smile with me.

i will sing alone.

u can cry alone.