love
a myth?a fable?
or is it a game dat our senses play on us?
untangible
non tactile
like air
when they ask ,"r u in love?"
i dont know what to say
because no matter how many sonnets,poems,songs,comedies,tragedies,novels,epics were driven by this emotion,each one takin its own unique stance,trying 2 capture it,describe it ,share it....the fact remains,love,of all feelings is d most subjective and individualized emotion....which is real in our senses alone
n as easy it is fer d world 2 chalk out a clear definition fer feelings like trust,honesty,faith...love just cannot be defined!!
n yet everybody has a consensual understandin of d term when it is used invariably across movie dialogus,screenplays,stories and poetry..
strange
very strange
to me though
love is analogous to trust,understanding,adjustment,passion,care.....
n yet it sounds infinitely more romantic 2 say i m in love,instead of sayin i trust n understand him,not to mention i m compatible with him as well!!
so i just say ,i m in love
to hav the listener imply a hundred other meanings from it
sheesh!!
never thought id write on love,of all subjects on this planet....it is afterall d most stereotypical subject,overused and manipulated..
and yet...
i hate 2 slander d term by imparting meanings to it
i hate to see people serenade about it,makin it appear spotless,flawless and perfect,almost virgin like innocent
they say it doesnt leave u lonely
how can it not??
arent u bound 2 feel lonely ,more so when in love....when things are not tatally perfect....wen u r thrust into a space of uncertainty...catapulted into a realm of self doubt...
arrey yar
logon ko toh is tension ko palne me bhi maza ata hai
ajeeb hai bhai
chalo..jo bhi..
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Friday, November 17, 2006
RED WHINE FROM BEHIND THE MIND
empty flute glasses
adorned the table
laid on the same were bottles of fine red wine
a white china vase bursting with voluptious thick red roses
roses that reminded one of the fullness of the bodies of healthy spanish women
white delicate plates flaunting patterns made with twenty four carat gold
placed right next to the vase was a basket of
grapes, bursting with sweet sugary juice
marinated lamb,glistening in the yellow light
foie gras and chocolate truffle
meat pies and caviare
a crystal jar of water played up the image of the chandelier hanging right above
till well mannered,well trained manicured hands started playing around
interrupting the sophisticated stillness of nature displayed in parts.
there were masculine hands;hairy,tawny and well tanned
and there were the feminine ones,mostly long fingered with many diamond rings
delicate and soft
they were engaged on the table
passing around the meat and wine
as if engaged in a greedy foreplay
veiled in aristocratic hospitality
in d next room:
u found
a glass table
with white powder divided into 18 strips
proceeded by a hurried rolling of joints
emergency like
none of the faces were too clear,they were floating
in smoke
empty bottles of beer lying on the floor
not to forget the underwears flung all over
each one of them was fuelled
pairs rocking on the floor
three of them were on the bed
an orgy happenin in the middle of d room
some just lay around,too happy gazing at the cieling and puffing out poison
both rooms enveloped in ecstasy
the first one wrapped it up in a look good bourgoise uprightness
the second in a blunt, thundering blatancy
so why exonerate the ones in the first room in yer conscience
their pretentions butcher all symptoms of humanness
which is to say they are practically beast seeming
like those in the 2nd room
from the eyes of a child
adorned the table
laid on the same were bottles of fine red wine
a white china vase bursting with voluptious thick red roses
roses that reminded one of the fullness of the bodies of healthy spanish women
white delicate plates flaunting patterns made with twenty four carat gold
placed right next to the vase was a basket of
grapes, bursting with sweet sugary juice
marinated lamb,glistening in the yellow light
foie gras and chocolate truffle
meat pies and caviare
a crystal jar of water played up the image of the chandelier hanging right above
till well mannered,well trained manicured hands started playing around
interrupting the sophisticated stillness of nature displayed in parts.
there were masculine hands;hairy,tawny and well tanned
and there were the feminine ones,mostly long fingered with many diamond rings
delicate and soft
they were engaged on the table
passing around the meat and wine
as if engaged in a greedy foreplay
veiled in aristocratic hospitality
in d next room:
u found
a glass table
with white powder divided into 18 strips
proceeded by a hurried rolling of joints
emergency like
none of the faces were too clear,they were floating
in smoke
empty bottles of beer lying on the floor
not to forget the underwears flung all over
each one of them was fuelled
pairs rocking on the floor
three of them were on the bed
an orgy happenin in the middle of d room
some just lay around,too happy gazing at the cieling and puffing out poison
both rooms enveloped in ecstasy
the first one wrapped it up in a look good bourgoise uprightness
the second in a blunt, thundering blatancy
so why exonerate the ones in the first room in yer conscience
their pretentions butcher all symptoms of humanness
which is to say they are practically beast seeming
like those in the 2nd room
from the eyes of a child
Monday, November 06, 2006
blogthings
I TOOK THESE TESTS ON D NET...SOME DELIRIOUSLY FUNNY, SOME ECCENTRIC..AND OTHERS ,WELL, BOTH ECCENTRIC N FUNNY!! HAD TO ANSWER A FEW QUESTIONS B4 BEING PRESENTED WITH A RESULT.
Q)WAT SUNSIGN SHOULD U BE
You Should Be A Gemini
What's good about you: witty and energetic, you're simply the most fun to be around..What's bad about you: you're flighty - losing interest in people and projects quickly..Your ideal job: mime, guru, or cartoonist..Your sense of fashion: casual and simple..You like to pig out on: fast food, especially burritos
Q)WAT PIE ARE YOU?
You Are Apple Pie
You're the perfect combo of comforting and traditional Those who like you crave security
Your Old Fashioned Name Is...
Millicent Pennebrygg
Q)WAT PIZZA ARE YOU?
Pepperoni Pizza
Robust and dominant.When you go for something, you go full force.You tend to take control of situations easily.And in return, you get a ton of respect.
Q)WHAT LOTTERY TICKET ARE YOU?
Full of hope and promise.But in the end, a cheap letdown.
Q)WHAT WERE YOU IN YOUR PAST LIFE?
You Were: An Obese Warrior...Where You Lived: North Canada...How You Died: Hung for treason.
Q)WHAT KIND OF AN ARTIST ARE YOU?
Pop artist.When it comes to art, you're definitely not a snob.You can appreciate the mainstream aspects of culture, even if you need to twist them a bit to make them your own.Whether you're into comics, retro pinups, or bold colors, you embrace what's eye catching and simple.
Q)HOW NORMAL ARE YOU?
You Are 50% Normal
While some of your behavior is quite normal...Other things you do are downright strange..You've got a little of your freak going on..But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself
Your Musical Tastes Match: Jennifer Garner
Your 1950s Name is:
Sally Janie
Q)YOUR IDEAL CAREERS
Your Ideal Careers:Astronaut
EntrepreneurLawyer
Nightclub owner
Photographer
Private investigator
Stand up comicVenture capitalist
Video game developer
Q)WHAT KIND OF A ROCKER ARE YOU?
You Are an Emo Rocker!
Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
You are 60% Aries
Exotic Dancer Name Is...
Sunset
Q)WHAT SODA TYPE ARE YOU?
You Are Dr. Pepper
You're very unique and funky, yet you still have a bit of traditionalism to you.People who like you think they have great taste... and they usually do.Your best soda match: Root Beer
Q)WHAT LIQUOR ARE YOU?
You Are Absinthe
You are a sloppy drunk, purposely drinking doesn't make you feel crazy, it's not any fun.Truth be told, you tend to prefer drugs to drinking,But you'd never pass up any absinthe that came your way!
Q)WHO IS YOUR DADDY?
Your Daddy Is Dennis Rodman
What You Call Him: Papi..Why You Love Him: He's your sugar daddy
Q)WHAT MYTHOLOGICAL CREATURE ARE YOU?
You Are a Dragon
You are very charismatic and incredibly popular.People are drawn to your energy, but you are a very difficult person to get to know.You are very active - you are usually hard at work or play.You enjoy drama, and you enjoy anything unusual or eccentric.
Your Outrageous Name is:
Anita Beaver
THIS WAS SOOOO FUNN!! THERE WERE A ZILLION OTHER TESTS I HAD WANTED TO TAKE (where wud yer inner new yorker live,wat type of frappucino are you,your 1920's name,whats color shoud your eyes be...,to name a few)..but heck,one's gotta stop somewhere!!
Q)WAT SUNSIGN SHOULD U BE
You Should Be A Gemini
What's good about you: witty and energetic, you're simply the most fun to be around..What's bad about you: you're flighty - losing interest in people and projects quickly..Your ideal job: mime, guru, or cartoonist..Your sense of fashion: casual and simple..You like to pig out on: fast food, especially burritos
Q)WAT PIE ARE YOU?
You Are Apple Pie
You're the perfect combo of comforting and traditional Those who like you crave security
Your Old Fashioned Name Is...
Millicent Pennebrygg
Q)WAT PIZZA ARE YOU?
Pepperoni Pizza
Robust and dominant.When you go for something, you go full force.You tend to take control of situations easily.And in return, you get a ton of respect.
Q)WHAT LOTTERY TICKET ARE YOU?
Full of hope and promise.But in the end, a cheap letdown.
Q)WHAT WERE YOU IN YOUR PAST LIFE?
You Were: An Obese Warrior...Where You Lived: North Canada...How You Died: Hung for treason.
Q)WHAT KIND OF AN ARTIST ARE YOU?
Pop artist.When it comes to art, you're definitely not a snob.You can appreciate the mainstream aspects of culture, even if you need to twist them a bit to make them your own.Whether you're into comics, retro pinups, or bold colors, you embrace what's eye catching and simple.
Q)HOW NORMAL ARE YOU?
You Are 50% Normal
While some of your behavior is quite normal...Other things you do are downright strange..You've got a little of your freak going on..But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself
Your Musical Tastes Match: Jennifer Garner
Your 1950s Name is:
Sally Janie
Q)YOUR IDEAL CAREERS
Your Ideal Careers:Astronaut
EntrepreneurLawyer
Nightclub owner
Photographer
Private investigator
Stand up comicVenture capitalist
Video game developer
Q)WHAT KIND OF A ROCKER ARE YOU?
You Are an Emo Rocker!
Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
You are 60% Aries
Exotic Dancer Name Is...
Sunset
Q)WHAT SODA TYPE ARE YOU?
You Are Dr. Pepper
You're very unique and funky, yet you still have a bit of traditionalism to you.People who like you think they have great taste... and they usually do.Your best soda match: Root Beer
Q)WHAT LIQUOR ARE YOU?
You Are Absinthe
You are a sloppy drunk, purposely drinking doesn't make you feel crazy, it's not any fun.Truth be told, you tend to prefer drugs to drinking,But you'd never pass up any absinthe that came your way!
Q)WHO IS YOUR DADDY?
Your Daddy Is Dennis Rodman
What You Call Him: Papi..Why You Love Him: He's your sugar daddy
Q)WHAT MYTHOLOGICAL CREATURE ARE YOU?
You Are a Dragon
You are very charismatic and incredibly popular.People are drawn to your energy, but you are a very difficult person to get to know.You are very active - you are usually hard at work or play.You enjoy drama, and you enjoy anything unusual or eccentric.
Your Outrageous Name is:
Anita Beaver
THIS WAS SOOOO FUNN!! THERE WERE A ZILLION OTHER TESTS I HAD WANTED TO TAKE (where wud yer inner new yorker live,wat type of frappucino are you,your 1920's name,whats color shoud your eyes be...,to name a few)..but heck,one's gotta stop somewhere!!
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
black hole
goddammit
cantya screw them till they cant c daylight anymore
those monsters..ransacking the mind till its dingy,stinkin and rotting
is a beautiful face enough to cover up a butchered state?
malign god
is he just a rumour?
started centuries ago?
if not then what?
fuck d goddamn world
what sent my mind tickin?
a few alphabets,stringed together with a lifetime of less than a few nanoseconds?
and yet the stupidity of it all??
knowing ill mock t this a few moments from now...and yet..y does dat thing up there overwork itself?its 19years old,weighs a few grams and is but made up of a number of cells.......
and feeling crappy fer the same problem as..
people judge?
and why shouldnt they?wont i do the same...
and yet..and yet..
the suffocatrion that grips you at times..the shame...
black.grey.
combining,inviting malice
give me my red.
my yellow.
drown me in orange.
gift me violet.
cantya screw them till they cant c daylight anymore
those monsters..ransacking the mind till its dingy,stinkin and rotting
is a beautiful face enough to cover up a butchered state?
malign god
is he just a rumour?
started centuries ago?
if not then what?
fuck d goddamn world
what sent my mind tickin?
a few alphabets,stringed together with a lifetime of less than a few nanoseconds?
and yet the stupidity of it all??
knowing ill mock t this a few moments from now...and yet..y does dat thing up there overwork itself?its 19years old,weighs a few grams and is but made up of a number of cells.......
and feeling crappy fer the same problem as..
people judge?
and why shouldnt they?wont i do the same...
and yet..and yet..
the suffocatrion that grips you at times..the shame...
black.grey.
combining,inviting malice
give me my red.
my yellow.
drown me in orange.
gift me violet.
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