exit mode

going..going...gone??

baby i'm addicted,but all i really know dat yer d only reason i am tryin..

someone somewhere hopelessly strikes a chord with you, a very strong one at dat, only for u realize that it is amazing,exhilirating even, has got aphrodisiacal properties but is ,nonetheless, hopeless..

they feel the same and you getto know widout their telling you,but forces outside your control keep you from expecting more out of d relationship,even induce saperation,tears,morbid thoughts,dull sadness and in d end, a void where that person had resided....

bang!!!!

life changes.it rains,rains and rains more...an empty street outside greets you with its infectious morbidness..but you resist,you resilient spirit,you resist and force the darkness away...

in your head,in your head,zombie,zombie,zombie..

and then sleep dawns.its soothing wings carry you away into a comforting,beautiful emptiness..and you thank her..life changed,not me ,nor did some other things and in that constancy my recovery lies..

the umbilical chord broke,the blood got splattered all over,i cried but those tears diluted the blood till the dark threatening red opaqueness acquired a less menacing translucent quality,


The phantom threatened execution
its sharp teeth ready to dig into my throat
the vampire expressed its loathe
splattering me with its venom
welcome to misery's harem

yes i did face the darkness
duelled with the devils
ye god!where art thou?
even he refused to pull me out of d mess

and the sun did ascend
its rays pierced the morose greyness
d misery i did transcend
jumped out of the endless abyss..