Wednesday, February 28, 2007

un-think

lurking behind the receptacles of memory..are the lesser memories forgotten compeletely...or memories that got undone..unmemoried..

do we forget things ..or can we forget things at all?

conversly..

is it possible to freeze beautiful moments as they are??
forever?n not let the strings of time distort them?

cos my history,
my present,
is a bundle of entangled memories
some that i want to strangle without mirth
some that i want to integrate into my everyday existence
some that have dissolved into nothingness..

and yet..

memories...do have a life of their own..but that life is..passive.. they may fade with time..n even if they dont ..

their significance does ..


i dont want these moments -
these specific ones -
to be framed in the relegates of my mind
as memories
that will hang
and float
but wont breathe into my face

i want these moments
to live
an eternal life
not frozen
but retained in their livingness
their vitality

your hand as real as ever on my cheek
the volatile touch
waitin for me to seek refuge in it whenever they snap at me

the world is now divided.

theres 'them'
and there's 'you'

1 comment:

satanic verses said...

wud ve loved to reciprocate with a HMMMMMMMMMM......but hands up in the air to applause the effort....n love the way you detail your text....keep up the good work....